Chords
[Intro]
Dm E7sus4 Dm/F Gm
Bb Asus4 Gm
E7sus4
[Chorus]
Dm When I close my eyes E7sus4
And I try to sleep Dm/F
The weight of the world Gm
Falls down on me Bb
It's all a part of my nightAsus4mare,
Part of my nightGmmare
Part of my nightE7sus4mare,
Part of my
[Verse 1-1]
DmSick, inside of bed,
Infected with the feelings
Staring up like my dreams were
Projected on the ceiling
I can see it, I want
The money and the fame too
They told me when you get it,
Never let it change you
And finally I've morphed
Into everything I tried to be
The fucking irony is
Everybody's got their eye on me
Society quickly became my rivalry
Driving me off the deep end,
Then doubt starts to creep in
[Verse 1-2]
DmFairweather, they're never there,
Do I need friends? We eating
But will they stick around
When the feast ends?
You say you love me
When it's glitter and gold
But when it's bitter and cold,
Would you deliver my soul?
Oh, just cut me out
The picture and roll
Love is pain and it's taking its toll,
Feel like I've wasted my whole life
Always working,
Searching for some shit
Trying to live a life that's perfect,
But perfect don't exist
[Chorus]
Dm When I close my eyes E7sus4
And I try to sleep Dm/F
The weight of the world Gm
Falls down on me Bb
It's all a part of my nightAsus4mare,
Part of my nightGmmare
Part of my nightE7sus4mare,
Part of my nightDmmare
Spent my whole life E7sus4
Chasing after dreams Dm/F
But every dream Gm
Turns out to be Bb
Just a part of my nightAsus4mare,
Part of my nightGmmare
Part of my nightE7sus4mare,
Part of my
[Verse 2-1]
DmHelp me, no,
I can't help myself
Help me to believe that
I'm somebody else
Not some fucking addict
Who can't dream 'cause his habits
Are chopped up on a table
Till he screams, "let me have it"
Fuck it, what's a life anyway, huh?
You hear about that kid
Who died again today, huh?
I'd pull my fucking guts out
Just to make 'em understand
That I've become a ghost,
I am a ghost, I'm not a man
[Verse 2-2]
Why Dmcan't I fucking say it?
They'd say that I'm insane
But in a song they'd play it
'Cause they understand the pain
What the fuck is going on?
Who am I?
Life is just so fucking long,
I wanna
Forgive me, don't forget me,
Believe you can protect me
It's just a song, I'm venting with
The verse that's neverending
And I have finally lost,
The world has finally won
[Dear]Did y[God,]ou forget your son?
[Chorus]
Dm When I close my eyes E7sus4
And I try to sleep Dm/F
The weight of the world Gm
Falls down on me Bb
It's all a part of my nightAsus4mare,
Part of my nightGmmare
Part of my nightE7sus4mare,
Part of my nightDmmare
Spent my whole life E7sus4
Chasing after dreams Dm/F
But every dream Gm
Turns out to be Bb
Just a part of my nightAsus4mare,
Part of my nightGmmare
Part of my nightE7sus4mare,
Part of my
[Verse 3-1]
Dm Can't find a reason why,
Don't know why I even try
I pray when I sleep at night
So at least I'll die a decent guy
When I look in the mirror and say hi,
I can't look me in the eye
We're both ashamed of
The guy on the other side
Can't find my peace and quiet,
Some things are better left in silence
It's me who needs some guidance,
Or maybe what I need is violence
When I'm having a meltdown,
Can't ask for help now
Got so much selfdoubt that
I weird myself out, can you help out?
[Verse 3-2]
So Dmmany selfish phobias like
Selfinflicted loneliness
Sometimes I get so low
In this empty search for holiness
Can't seem to find a reason why,
I don't know why I even try
These demons,
They won't let me sleep
At night, they're killing my dreams,
They need me to die
But fuck it, I got nothing left to say
We're all gonna die anyway
Shit could happen to me any day
I just spit thirtytwo and
Didn't say a damn thing
