Chords
[Pre-Verse]
Eb5 Yeah
[Verse 1]
I Eb5wake up every morning
With my head up in a daze
I'm not Db5sure if I should say this,
Fuck, I'll say it anyway
EveryB5body tries to tell me that
I'm going through a phase
I don't Bb5know if it's a phase,
I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I Eb5battle with depression,
But the question still remains
Is this Db5posttraumatic stressin'
Or am I suppressing rage?
And my B5doctor tries to tell me
That I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's Bb5not a fucking phase,
I just wanna feel okay, oEb5kay
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I struggle
With this bullshit everyday
And it's Db5probably 'cause
My demons simultaneously rage
It obB5literates me,
Disintegrates me, anBb5nihilates me
'Cause I'm about to Eb5break down,
[Chorus]
Searching for a Db5way out
I'm a B5liar, I'm a cheater,
I'm a nonbeliever
I'm a Bb5popular, popular monster
I Eb5break down, falling into
Db5Love now with falling aB5part
I'm a Bb5popular, popular Gb5monster
[Verse 3]
Eb5 I Eb5think I'm going nowhere
Like a rat trapped in a maze
Every Db5wall that I knock down
Is just a wall that I replace
I'm in B5a race against myself
I try to keep a steady pace
How the Bb5fuck will I escape if
I never close my case?
Oh my Eb5God, I keep on stressin',
Every second that I waste
Is aDb5nother second sooner to
A blessing I won't take
But my B5therapist will tell me that
I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's Bb5not a fucking stage,
I just wanna feel okay, oEb5kay
[Verse 4]
Motherfucker, now
You got my attention
I need to Db5change a couple things
'Cause something is missin'
And what if B5I were to lie,
Tell you everything is fine?
Every Bb5single fucking day
I get closer to the grave
[Verse 5]
I am Eb5terrified, I fell asleep
At the wheel again
Db5 Crashed my car just to feel again
It B5obliterates me,
Disintegrates me, anBb5nihilates me
'Cause I'm about to Eb5break down,
[Chorus]
Searching for a Db5way out
I'm a B5liar, I'm a cheater,
I'm a nonbeliever
I'm a Bb5popular, popular monster
I Eb5break down, falling into
Db5Love now with falling aB5part
I'm a Bb5popular,
Popular fucking monster
[Interlude]
Eb5Yeah, yeah,
Here we go aE5gain,
Motherfucker, Eb5oh
E5 We're Eb5sick and
[Bridge]
Tired of wondering
Praying to a God that
You don't believe
We're searching for
The truth in the lost and found
So the question
I ask is, oh, where
The fuck is your god Eb5now?
[Break]
'Cause I'm about to Eb5break down,
[Chorus]
Searching for a Db5way out
I'm a B5liar, I'm a cheater,
I'm a nonbeliever
I'm a Bb5popular, popular monster
I Eb5break down, falling into
Db5Love now with falling apart B5
I'm a Bb5popular, popular monster Eb5 Db5
I'm a B5liar, I'm a cheater,
I'm a nonbeliever
I'm a Bb5popular,
Popular Gb5monster
[Pre-Verse]
Eb5
