Chords
[Chorus]
F#mGirl, I hope you understand
ID wanted to hold your hand
But I can't,A wanted to be your man back then C#7
AndF#m you knew I fell for you but you
D Just broke my heart in two
I was sad,A mad and broken on my bed
C#7Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[Verse 1-1]
I was F#mopening a packet of an undeveloped med
When I was Dmet with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
And when I Awoke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
I said, I C#7swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again
So insF#mtead I took my pen and started writing evidence
And when I Dstarted making sense
I found that I had reached the end
Oh, I'm upAset, I have no friends
You wanna bet you're just pretend?
You're just a C#7pet confined within the lines of writing
You're not shit
[Verse 1-2]
I F#mthought I stopped my psychopathic Dways, I swear I did
I said I Atalked to people 'bout the probleC#m7matic life I lived C#7
They were my F#mneighbors, razor blades
And different Dflavored pills I hate
Therefore I'm Anot sure, leave my last straw
I'm so C#m7glad, stuck in the C#7past, I said that
[Chorus]
F#mGirl, I hope you understand
ID wanted to hold your hand
But I can't,A wanted to be your man back then C#m7 C#7
AndF#m so far I never held you with my arms
D So it's hard to be the one you aren't
AWith instead filled with anxiety
C#m7Always was a part of me, C#7guess I'm not cut out to be
[Verse 2-1]
SomeF#mbody 'cause it's not me
I'm not used to all the talk, it was an Dintrovert
That had converted feelings in the writing
Used to Acope with all my problems
Using notes and lots of rhyming
Used to C#7hope for better days whenever
That's 'bout make me crying
I'm not F#mlying when I say that I would rather daily go back
To the Dtimes I would try be the guy the people know
I was Afighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
On an C#7island full of violence in my head that I could pilot
[Verse 2-2]
F#mOh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn Dgray
I'm feeling coursing through my Aveins
I said before I'm not okayC#m7 But you don't lis C#7
ten anyway F#m
You know I tried, you turned away D
Straight out loud right to my face A
You fucked my life, ruined my dayC#m7 But you don't know, C#7
so I'll say
[Bridge]
F#m Nothing can fill this silence,D no one can love like I did
A Nobody cares, you lied, it'sC#m7 no fair, you C#7still deny it
F#m Nothing can fill this silence,D no one can love like I did
A Nobody cares, you lied, it'sC#m7 no fair, you C#7still deny it
[Chorus]
F#mGirl, I hope you understand
ID wanted to hold your hand
But I can't,A wanted to be your man back then C#7
AndF#m too bad I know I can't wake up
Because I Dlost my weight and you don't give a fuck
About Ame, this could be a dream, I can't C#m7see
The things that you C#7see, so please, oh
F#mGirl, I hope you understand
ID wanted to hold your hand
But I can't,A wanted to be your man back then C#7
AndF#m you know I'll play along you
D In my home I wrote you songs
And now you're Adead to me effectively
ReC#7moved yourself outside my dream
